crying and blogging about it wont change a thing

so why bother?

on another note,

there are still assholes in this world
i wished there was this gigantic hole that would swallow them up whole

but then again it doesnt really matter

i mean, its not like they are in my life anymore..
right.

although i cant deny that the thought of it does make me smile.

i am going to start blogging at a different place.

as to garner proper thoughts and write only how i truly feel

a place where i wont feel the need to hide .