Sunday, February 21, 2010

i'm sorry for wasting your time
i'm sorry for embracing your touch every time
i'm sorry for kissing back
i'm sorry for telling you the truth
i'm sorry you're just a friend
i'm sorry

i will miss you
your smiles, your warm hugs, your theory of "cheese everything",
your smelly ikea warm throw, your gum chewing sessions,
your feet touching mine, your hands in mine, your smell,
and your words of encouragement.

you are truly a good friend
a perfection that matched what i have mapped out in my mind,
many years ago..
to have found you
it must be that my prayers were answered
but i'm sorry .

perfection is not what i am looking for,
as
i'm content , too contented with what i have right now.

but still,
your maturity amazes me,
your strength inspires me

love you loads
:)

Tuesday, February 16, 2010



start caring less, and giving in to everything you want
you better fucking NOT regret this
if you do...

too bad, its your loss.

Monday, February 15, 2010

i'm so tired of this
so bloody tired.

Sunday, February 7, 2010

sometimes it scares me to think that everything you say is a lie
its scares me even more when i know that you are manipulative
its definitely scarier when you seem so sure of things negative

but maybe what scares me the most is that you're so close to me
and i can't get rid of you.

but i will,
soon enough.

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

i wrote a long ass post bout how i felt
then i realized something.

no long ass post will justify how i feel
because

bottom line is
i'm fucking happy :)

bear bear are you reading this ? haha.