Wednesday, November 25, 2009

a list of movies i decided i must watch/again

virgin suicides
10 things i hate about you
shaun of the dead
closer
love me if you dare
junebug
sunshine cleaning
charlie bartlett
gigantic
just friends
heathers
into the wild
coraline
the diving bell and the butterfly
let the right one in
500 days of summer
star wars
marie antoinette
cashback

songs i am currently addicted to
the xx- crystalised
air - playground love
air- alone in kyoto
nujabes - reflection eternal

my dream home shall look like this

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Friday, November 20, 2009

i'm on the losing side
i've won one, no two over

but i am still losing
why?

because i am losing you.

haha.

rip Daul kim.

Saturday, November 7, 2009

"oh ma, see, this is the guy right, that you told me about....who passed away due to an accident?" i said
"what..... " eyes concetrated on the tv.
" choy!! die already summore see for what?!"
" Dont watch, dont watch!! ".

i shrugged, continued watching that tall man with the big goofy smile delivering his lines in the drama.

tonight, out of curiosity, i googled
and found out that he died on the 21st of august last year,
and he was buried on the 23rd, my birthday.

while i was agonizing about how my birthday didnt seem so important to my friends,
in another part of the world,
friends and families were distraught by his death,
trying to keep their sanity after this sudden loss.

I thought that i wont be affected when i watch the drama
but now when i think of it.

he was so goofy in the drama
always funny and caring towards his friends
really makes you fall for him and makes you want to reach out and give him a bear hug
sometimes i felt that the character and him shared the same personality

an even more depressing note now isnt it?
to think that he was as lovely in real life as he was in the drama
ha..

r.i.p Lee Un
your smile will forever linger in those hearts you touched.

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