regina's ode to divorce

I am obsessed with make up, especially lip products
and mascaras. 
to date, i have about 24 lipsticks, 7 lip balms and 12 lip gloss.
mascaras.....hmm bout 4? the one I'm using, mixing and matching.
i am currently obsessed with nude lipstick
like chehhh sexy lah kononnya 

I am obsessed with tom yam flavoured instant noodle, and i will only
only, i freaking repeat only, have maggi's.
and hell no, it wont be complete without eggs.
once, clare clare came over and stayed for 2 nights,
and she cooked some for me.
(its was the best tom yam maggi i have ever fucking tasted )
shh dun tell her that..nanti die bangga and would call me and say

"omg really ah (laughs with her eyes goin mia) hahahahhaha really ah...wahhh "

-_-.

I love driving around kl at night, ok tipu, i like people driving me around kl at night.
the crowd, the lights, the scent ,
i feel like i'm watching a movie, a world I have a feeling i might not be able to belong to.

I love hanging out at the mcd's kl, nehh the one next to quicksilver one...
There has been countless times since i sat there with Haida or kavi, or Ja, 
having 4 am breakfast, freezing our ass off over cokes.
But with Ja, i remembered how it was so hilarious that we actually (ok he) freaking drove
all the way there from hartamas just to have pancakes.

i confess that i miss those times. :(

I need loads of stuffs,
but i feel like such a bitch to ask them from my dad.
my dad travels for classes on a motorbike,
so that he wont get stuck in jams,
since all the places he is heading to are notorious for them.

the other day, when i was waiting in the rain with my classmate..
i heard a loud crash,
when i turned around,
i saw a man around his 40s or 50s limping,
cause he fell off his bike.

needless to say, tears started to flow ...

pa, pls get a car for yourself pls?

motorbike no air bags :((
i dont need the car so soon/at all,
i can take buses or cabs,
what's the use of having a car, if i dont have a papa right ?

i am obsess with dim sum  sessions,
i am so obsessed that i make it a must for my parents 
to have dim sum before starting a road trip to somewhere far.

i am obsess with slow mellow songs lately,
songs that reminds me the beach ,
ok, hey lets head for the beach sometime soon clare!

i hate facebook,
i really dont see why i need to add people that i might know,
its not like we would ever talk on facebook.
and god the tags?
what's with the tagged pictures?

i feel like its just for people to show off that they (might) have a life

"omfg!! i like have like a freaking life.....like omg, i was here, there, and like here, owh and there,
  see...i'm like sooooo cooollll...."

yeah erm ok.

for all you know, all the tags were just on their freaking backside, hand, crotch, hair, or eyes.

i am so happy that i finally got back my black gladiator flats, my junkfood tee, from sherwan
yay!!
thanks sherwan.

owh and i found my fave nail polish, its in this vampish red hue.. yay
yay my mum bought more shandy yay..

so what i am easily amused?! -_-

i hope everything turns out better in time,
i hope the tears will stop one day,
and that the wounds will heal,
but sometimes,
sometimes, as i sit on the stairs and wonder,

i wonder if i'm asking for the impossible?