i like being a bimbo gak

so here's the thing i just started college, and its a complete bore. classes has started , yet it still a complete bore. my new found friends are fun, but still a complete bore. sigh. kill me already.

anyways, people who knows me, well in real life (irl) anyways, would know that i hate leaving home under dress. ok i sound so bimboish..apa apa jerlah. so i wear different outfits mixed with different things. like today i wore, zebra printed vans and a huge rolling stones lip logo bag, and i toned it down with normal plain white tee and leggings.

on the first day, i wore a multi color plaid over a rolling stone tee with leggings and gladiator flats.
everyone asked me if i was taking design. see thats the thing, i just love wearing things a bit out of the ordinary.

so some people find it amusing, some people dont, i remember where once i wore the hippie band , and uncle asked me if i'm from a tribe or something. ok.. not funny.

but dressing this make me realized who are your friends. ok howthefuck did i did that? here's one example.

i meet this person, this person likes my outfit, proceeds to be chummy with me etc etc. the next day, sees me again, ignores me completely. ok... weird. i thought we are friends now, today, sees me again i think maybe they liked my bag, tries to be chummy with me again.

weird much.

i tend to be chummy with everyone, and i stay chummy with everyone, not see them and ignore them the next day. hey flashing a smile never kills anyone. 

i feel like such a bimbo talking bout this.

and and, i think my lecturer hates me. lol

she asks a question, i answer, and she proceeds to repeat my answer. lol
and she just ignores me. i asked her a questions, she jelings me ,
or maybe my eyes were suddenly blinded by the heat or something,
but i'm pretty sure she did.

lol. nvm i shall try hard to wow her with my presentations and assignments.

i feel like staying out again, no curfews, everywhere and anywhere to go. god the sense of freedom. but it comes with a price, no laundry service, no home cooked food, no Internet connections, not maggi mee cooked with eggs and tomatoes, no annoying brother and sister to kiss, no mummy to go mummyyyyyyyyy with, no car, no treadmill, no comfy sofas and bed....

on  a second thought, i should stay home , ngeh.

2009, the year where everyone is leaving the country, well for me at least.
semua nak gi study, ye ok, study .

have safe trips ppl, have fun there, jgn libatkan diri with seks rambang, tu kerja aku.

mogwai is coming down on 21st apparently, who's going, not me maybe. 

for now, their songs are a bit too depressing for me.

ps, the best for last? maybe .hope so, for now, am keeping my fingers crossed.