life hits a couple of sour notes at times.
like how, your parents decides to let the family fall apart,
or how friends you thought were friends werent exactly friends

or how you are feeling down but somehow its a no no to people around you.

or how your parents are getting more and more biased
and things arent the way they used to be and your confused and lost.

yes, 

you can call me whiny,
call me emo,
call me whatever you want.

as you laugh your head your head off bout your joke,
remember,
i'm not laughing.

you call me whiny, you call me emo,
a funsucker even,but,

hey,
ever thought of asking me how am i feeling,?
why am i feeling that way?

no huh.

everyone thinks that i get angry bout everything,
everyone thinks that i dont ever take anything seriously

thats just it isnt it,
everyone's opinion..
there's never a need for me to prove myself
cause dont bother..

they will stick to their opinions

jess, you will always remain an emo, whiny, fun sucking bitch.

sometimes, as you sit alone amongst the crowd ,
you wonder,

does anyone ever regards your feelings ever?
isnt it embarrassing to find out things bout your best friend from others?
isnt it hurtful to realized you've been living lies?
isnt it hurtful to pretend everything is fine, to watch families go out, 
to see your mum all alone, 

and 

isnt it hurtful that you cant show that your unhappy, cause owh..
your  disregarding people's feeling.

its nice yet sad to know that people perceive you as the one who is always gonna be there for them.
oh so flattering yet so heart breaking

for you know,
your the one who is always gonna be kept waiting,
the one everyone yells at,
the one everyone blames,
the one everyone disregards.

people always say,
you know your really annoying,whiny,
cant you just please shut up..?

hey,
let me tell you something that you might not know.

it hurts,

but yeah
i am always gonna be the fool,
who keeps quiet only to be all happy again right after.
why?

cause i am the moron who fucking cares.

lets just end this here.
everything i had with any of you?
forget bout it