you know how it is
when you see someone you havent seen 
for some time
your heart beats really fast

and you melt.

and the past flashes by as you sit in the car
watching street lamps dissolve into the dark

its funny 
a queer funny feeling
as you are plunged into a sea of different emotions
yet you know 
that you should not feel that way

not anymore anyways.

he used to be my everything
he was always on my first dial
he always managed to make me smile

he was the one i would always talk to bout everything

funny how

we ended just being strangers

strangers ,

who shared a past together.

i should give up on relationships altogether
for they always end on the same note.