today i met a wonderful wonderful boy named aki
he's a japanese
he loves me
but i cant be his gf
cause he has to go home
he gave me a hug
kiss goodbye
brought me to meet his parents
his parents kept smiling at me
he sat with me and talked to me
i played with his shoe lace
held his hands

i wished i could marry him
but i cant 
i just cant
cause
dear dear akifu

 

 

is only 3
hahahhahahahahahahhaha

god he's so adorable
who needs a guy
when u could have a son like that
i asked if he loves his mummy
he screamed
yes yes very much

awwwwwwwww
aki!!! i love u!

i blogged bout this a long time ago

baby aki should be bout 5 now :)

i read a couple of my old post in my blog at myspace.
i suddenly miss the way i used to write.
but at the same time
i don't want to feel whatever the old jessie was feeling

haha funny

i talk as though this new jessie is having the time of her life

haha.