nak kena?

i have been feeling quite lost lately,
i feel as thought i have been just droning into any direction
that has been given to me,
pointless and going no where kind of directions.

i think back of the days when i used to go to help,
it was hella fun
yet hella dramatic..

we had fights every now and then
things that shouldnt be said was said
things that should be said was never said
or never said enough.

at the end,
we all fell
and i left.

i hate couples
ok random much..
but i do.

just the sight of a couple being all lovey dovey makes me sick now.
maybe cause it reminds me of the past
you know, its like telling me

"yo, jess! you used to be in a relationship bitch"

nak kena sepak?!

ni nak tanya,
boleh ke ambik cuti from valentines?

it does sucks a lot when you see someone who reminds you so much of your ex (s)
whatever they say, they do, they blogged
reminds you whatever you used to be apart of.
you see and you go,
" oh ok, haha i used to know how that feels," or " hey he used to do that too"

( actually i would go 
 " ah elah, tiru jer...pepet tul.." 
   or,
  " ko ni pehal setan, segala benda yg die pernah buat you gi buat tu pehal.. nak kena?!"
    well of course these thoughts remains in my brain -_-)

line kat atas ni kan leh di-directed everytime i tgk mika lompat around
betul i ade ex ni muka die sebijik mika

jealous x...

( tak babi, mika bukan gay -_-)

haha i dont know wtf i am merepek-ing about

ps, do you know that i like you

like a lot?

le sigh.
dah dah nak gi watch ghost world or garden state.

bye.