its hard to see in black and white
when you are in fact, blind.

the need to remind myself
of this situation
is so i could remind myself
of the fact that i am blind.

i am a mess

the metallic taste of the tea does nothing to the senses
and i stay here
wishing for "what if" situations to come through
and liberate me

but i stay here
on my bed
this pillow fort

and wish that no one would ever get the true meanings of my posts
so that i can pretend and go on living in my pretend world
pretending to feel what i don't

this in incomplete
and no, in my real world
i see clearly.