i am truly lost
i am just drifting around
the pain is unbearable
its almost a betrayal

i wanted to change
but before change started
the towel was thrown
white flags soaring

but not by me
by people that i wanted to change for
by people that i truly cared about

its hurtful
and tonight all i have in mind is
how i would doing them a great favour
if i were to woke up dead or gone.

yes, the drama queen strikes again.
let me go watch my sad movies
while looking hungrily at those sleeping pills.

take good care and is must,
please find it in your heart to forgive me.

love always.