there's always a reason for something that happens in life.

like there is always a reason of why i keep those messages
tearing up as i read them
deep in the night

like there is always a reason on why i say the things i say
just to mask my true feelings
my real desires
my desires to keep you away

like there is always a reason why i cant help but be sad
all the time
the guilt , the pain, the anger
it washes over all my bits of happiness

like there is

there must have been a reason

why i realized what i realized last night
in tears , lying on my bed
there must be a reason on why i MUST realized that

i guess the reason is that i have to move on.
i have to move on, cause you are already gone

as much as i want to be alone with you.