i miss those days where i feel a constant urge to do this thing
i used to not have whatsoever reason to do it
but always wanted to and would always do it.

now that i have all the reasons in the world to do it
i don't
reasons of why i shouldn't pops up
funny how life works.

not that anyone ever cares if i don't
yeah. no one cares.

i went with haida last night.
we just went to random places
like shah alam, klang then to kelana then ikea

we sat down for ice cream at ikea
and just started bursting out in laughter like mad fools
taking funny pictures and just laughing
i miss those days when everything was just a laugh

now almost everyday i have to cry
the tears just come naturally
i don't even need to try.

http://www.dayswithmyfather.com/

this is an amazing site that really makes you cherish the people around you
it did for me,
hope it does for you as well.

i sent a text to my dad.
i always do,
but i just realized how it makes him so happy
when he reads
:" i love you pa, take care.".