its those random shots.
its those random comments.

its those moments when you lose everything,
and out you go,
hurling every brain cells that contains sanity
out of your fucking brain.

your heart loses it too.
all your feelings are thrown into the mixer,
stirring anger,
awakening sadness,
happiness ceases, and gradually disappears...

its those conversations that goes
fuck you!!
i don't give a shit!
go to hell
you don't care, do you?!

all geared up
ready to fight
ready to charge

and when everything explodes
fireworks going
things goes slowly in motion
slowly freezes

then ...


you inhale

and bang!!!!

your heart breaks,
you start to cry,
you crumble to the floor.



and you end up with nothing but tears....

you never win,
how can you win?

when you are the one always left crying and bleeding to your death?
alone?


you don't win.
you just don't.