its been too long since i last blogged
what have i been up to?
random crap
drama
avoiding drama
fights big fights with the mum
and ngeh just useless crap.

been going off my normal routine on blog/site stalking
and discovering many cool new sites
( NEW PORN YAY)
just kidding :)

havent been seeing much of my friends
oh wait, i dont have much friends :)
haha. ( personal inside joke meant to stab own self )

anyway, what;s up ppl who reads my blog
and thanks

how am i feeling right now?
hmm lets see
i'm hungry, cold, sleepy, and pissed off
why? maybe because i am just bored
yeah whatever.

i will further elaborate on my feelings next time when i feel like it

sorry folks.

tata.
i'm leaving you with this vid.
take good care of it ... hugs

A Day In The Life from Harry Nesbitt on Vimeo.

hahahaha :)

its those random shots.
its those random comments.

its those moments when you lose everything,
and out you go,
hurling every brain cells that contains sanity
out of your fucking brain.

your heart loses it too.
all your feelings are thrown into the mixer,
stirring anger,
awakening sadness,
happiness ceases, and gradually disappears...

its those conversations that goes
fuck you!!
i don't give a shit!
go to hell
you don't care, do you?!

all geared up
ready to fight
ready to charge

and when everything explodes
fireworks going
things goes slowly in motion
slowly freezes

then ...


you inhale

and bang!!!!

your heart breaks,
you start to cry,
you crumble to the floor.



and you end up with nothing but tears....

you never win,
how can you win?

when you are the one always left crying and bleeding to your death?
alone?


you don't win.
you just don't.

bipolar much.
i am SO drunk that i would actually call you now HAHA.
dunNFUNUININROGNFONOI





AND SLEEP!!

everyone just move on with their business
we are all really just seeking company in those cold ac-ed rooms
holding my own hands

i wondered if people did really wanted to stay
or they didnt really have a choice?

i think they didnt have any choice.

switching.

sleepslesleepslpeeppsepepespeeepppp

you know the actor from kyle xy?
whatever his name is, man, that boy
is YUMMYY MUCHO YUMMY.

so imagine my joy when i found another look alike on lookbook.
but he doesnt have a blog... ngeh
i cant stalk him :(
kidding i dont stalk.
i think :/

anyhoo
cleaned up my room just now
my baby sis helped and we fooled around with my photobooth for a bit
she said that the great lake swimmers are annoying
shuddup lil kid what do you know bout great music!!

ha...defensive much.

youtube's been a bitch to me lately
depriving me from daily needs of random videos!!
NOOOOO00000
i'm free bitches!! free from exams!!
bite me!!!
i'm bored!!!
wahoooo!!


ciao muthafuckers!!

i've been googling pretty funny and weird and downright disgusting stuffs lately
no thanks to that bear. idiot.
been pretty inspired to get my own place, no idea why.
must be the fact that i wanted privacy without offending the fire nation aka my mum.
ngeh.

my lips is all dry bloory and sore. yuck
i have exams on this thursday and then i am free.
hey,have any idea of how to erase an image from your fucking brain?

haha fave quote now?
i want to give you a hand job with my mouth
courtesy of kari :)





one of the vivi models eli rose








pics from the selby